A rough day

I woke up at 5am, even though I was dead tired, I decided I would stay up anyway.

Today I was outside again cleaning out the containers so they could be hauled away. There is only a little bit more to do tomorrow. Glad this Walmart job is almost done.

After work wasn’t so great. This past week may have seemed like a cake walk to you, but it hasn’t felt like it. I am really down. I’ve felt lonely and things just haven’t been going the way they should despite everything I’m trying to do. I really want to get on my mission and leave the things of this world alone and be one with God for two years, but this week just does not seem to be the week to get the ball moving more.